i agree with Mark saying that anger produce more anger and how difficult is to contol it. from early childhood i became angry because of my mother passing it on to me. I was neurotic and dominant aslo beign gifted and clever person i stick it to my ego. now craving for people who are interesting and having good relations with each other I only manage to reach them half way thorough and suddenly I am angry I want to control, be in the centre of attention, blood is pounding in my vains.. and i stand up and isolate myself, looking at them with resentment through the tick wall of loss ,at the picture of happy engaged people.
and then i brife in following Marks advise ( hardly manageing to brife out when I let go…) and come back and listen and ad up few lines and click the rubber string on my wrist and update and be, just be
Maksimik on June 18 said:
i agree with Mark saying that anger produce more anger and how difficult is to contol it. from early childhood i became angry because of my mother passing it on to me. I was neurotic and dominant aslo beign gifted and clever person i stick it to my ego. now craving for people who are interesting and having good relations with each other I only manage to reach them half way thorough and suddenly I am angry I want to control, be in the centre of attention, blood is pounding in my vains.. and i stand up and isolate myself, looking at them with resentment through the tick wall of loss ,at the picture of happy engaged people.
and then i brife in following Marks advise ( hardly manageing to brife out when I let go…) and come back and listen and ad up few lines and click the rubber string on my wrist and update and be, just be